There are times when your instincts say "What am i up to? ". And this thought stands for some minutes or hours and gets disintegrated in their daily chores. And again after a considerable period the phoenix arises within and the same bubble pops up to show "What am i up to ?".
 This recursively makes an impact on oneself such that they lose perspective on their current duties and One cant find destiny in what they are held up currently. This prolongs to say that he/she is out of tracks to follow suit as days passes by meaninglessly. Machine is what they are described among their folks. Love towards what they do becomes Null. Lack of life in their face shows up, diminishing the eternal grace which dwelled in the past. Loss of attitude and enthusiasm in what they propose makes them a mockery among others. And finally they end up building a hard cyst around them which makes them aloof from the people they love and become mentally stuck.
Thirandu parka manamillamal manadhai purindhu kolla paarkirai  Kadindhu sonna vaarthaigalai thirupi edukka munaigiraai Kadandhu pona onrai ninaithu tholaindhu poga paarkiraiMaraindhu ninru paarthuvitu olindhu odi selgiraiMaatra ninaikum velayil marubadi maari thavikiraaiKaatrai pondra vaalkayai kayil pidithu vaikiraiArthammilladha onril naatam kondu thoigiraiPoiyai nambi adhanil vembi meiyai naluva vidugirai......... Many at times we are stumped beautifully to accept the truth and most of the times smashed mercilessly to stand helpless of what has happen. And one day we turn back to see the damage done and we realise that still there is a ray of hope like a feeble stream of light hanging around to save the day. We do cross these things untamed to face the mortal life with new found energy everytime we fall. And this lesson makes us more strong relatively to the number times we fall. We start off frustrated and end up motivated. Every fall turns up to be a sour medicine to give a cure. And we sail through them and die before we come to know what is life. And am still clueless on "What am i up to ?" punching words at midnight |
well, keep family poto in front of u in a photo holder @ aapice. It helps in reducing frustration and brings out a smile. :D